A long holiday well spent, although we stayed on the island. Well spent coz I had it filled with activities lah.

Saturday was at skatepark of coz. Nothing much. The kids are getting better now. Much much better. Me oso. Well at least I can skate and balance on the board now, better than last time, not being able to even stand on it. Bah!

Sunday morning went to market with Mak and Abah, then we had brunch at Hj Maimunah and laugh and laugh. Love those moments. Badly needed those laughter. Then it was ice ice skating baby! With the jackos. Our first time. Damn Expensive lah! $20 each for 2 hours. But it was worth it. Atu and Aniq can now already skate without the support. Amazing kan? Kids learn so fast dont they.

Monday was picnic with Mak and Abah. Mak cooked Mee Siam, on my request. Her mee siam is and will always be the best! I  cooked my famous nasi goreng kampung pedas maut. Then got ayam goreng jintan, goreng pisang, sandwich, cucur udang. Its always like tis when its me and mak who do picnics. Sure plentiful of food one.

Tuesday, brought mak and abah to JB, Tesco. Then in the evening the Abdats came over coz they kidnap Mir and Bibik , while we were in JB. Watched Santau, where Kak Juli and my sound effects were louder than the show.Muahahah!!

That marks the end of the long holiday, well spent with people I love and that loves me. Wouldnt asked for anything more.

I’m a much happier fat sunny woman after all those laugh therapies I received the last long weekend.

I don’t think I’m a physcomaniac anymore cause after the talk with Mak last week, I’ve learned that giving in is always the best solution. Its the best food for your soul. Just let wat ppl wanna talk and think of me,coz those who matter dont mind and those who mind never really mattered. At the end of the day, I know wat I did and He knows it.

Every human have their own set of characters. Some are with principles, while some are not. But its really their business. If they chose to live their lives like lalang, let them then. Its just that it makes me angry sometimes that ppl lies just to save their own ass and in that process hurt me. A leopard will never change its spots. So the best way around these ppl is not to talk so much to them. Speak to them only when neccessasary.

I’ve also leart that its best now I help myself and my own family, rather than I crack my brains for others. Can call me selfish, but after last week’s episode, its hard to trust just anyone now.

I thank those who sent me the messages as it had knocked some sense into me. Theres really no point getting all emotional. I should have been heartless and emotionless. It works better that way for some. Then I wouldnt feel like a victim and made you all angry with me.

I’m not selfish, I’m just emotionless TO YOU ONLY, as how you want it to be.